Thanks. Not so good when that game doesn't even raise the dander in me.
Red hand man, get talking to anyone at all if you can and if you cant, at least sharing your feelings on a forum like this is a brave step and you are the better man for it. There are many on here who will take you on board in all seriousness and sympathy.
Getting through tonight will be a step in the right direction and the atmosphere tomorrow will take care of itself.
There will always be people out there who will listen to you and support you at any hour of the day - even complete strangers

The more you reach out the more you will find this out I promise. And a number of people on here have had serious experience with depression and will volunteer plenty of advice and know exactly where you are coming from. However you get through tonight, just remember you are absolutely not alone and never forget it!