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WHO GIVES A FLYING f**k!!!???

Flicking through the channels on a boring Friday night looking for a bit of comedy.

Who knew I would find it here! What a priceless load of balls that is. 😂😂😂😂

I live in the Moortown and Ardboe area, I was just contributing to the conversation about Dromore being favourites and why I think that the two clubs who I felt could put it up to them won't.

Aye, sure you do.

Getting the excuses in early Man Marker? 

Paraic Duffy is not the president of the GAA.

Terrible post, even by your standards.

My wife more or less said the same to me.  Said I've stopped talking to people, really talking instead of just small chat.

Thanks BBB and thanks all.

Thanks for taking the time to find that. I'll give it a go tonight.

Just to say, I really do appreciate strangers taking time to post here. It's kind of humbling. Thank you.

Yeah, I'm trying to grow a set and go to the doc. It's at that stage now. Thanks.

It's hard to describe BBB.  Even if I recognise my strong points (if that's the right phrase), it doesn't make me feel any better.

As I said before, there is no logic to how I feel. I just feel shit a lot of the time, and really really shit sometimes.

I have conversations with myself where I tell myself of all the good things I've done / have etc. It doesn't matter. The cloud is still there. It won't go away. It doesn't care what I've done or what I have, it just stays there.

I appreciate that this is hard for anyone to understand who hasn't experienced it. I'm convinced that this can happen to anyone at any time. It's just shit that it's happening to me.

f**k it, I feel pathetic spilling on an anonymous forum.  It's actually the first time I've tried to put my thoughts on paper so to speak. Doesn't make good reading.

Thanks Gold.

Can I just ask, does anyone have any opinion on using sleeping tablets to get off to sleep?  I seem to find it hardest when I'm lying in bed at night. Mind racing and dark thoughts. If I thought they would knock me out I think I'd go for it. Afraid of any side effects though.  Getting out of bed in the morning is tough enough as it is.

Good man RHM, did you watch the game yesterday?

A mate called me yesterday morning and asked me to go to the game with him.

I actually got paranoid thinking he had somehow read this thread and realised it was me.  I went anyway, and enjoyed it. Thanks to the prompts on here.

It lifted the siege for a few hours.

It's really strange.  From the outside, I have no worries. Great wife, fantastic children, not stuck for a bob or two. The way I feel has no logic what so ever.

It's actually scary.

The posts here are greatly appreciated and they did help.

Going through a hard time right now. I've came through them before though.  I'll keep trying.

Thanks. Not so good when that game doesn't even raise the dander in me.

Bump

I've had my share over the years.

Not good tonight.